Down the road: November 2006
Monday, November 20, 2006
~what is behind my shadow 4:15 AM~

Time Machine

Ahhhh work is piling up as usual. No time No time No time!!! Ah I miss year 1, the slack year T_T. Man the fun we had during class. Bah now year 2 diff class all different class so sianz. How I wish got a time machine can go back to the past.

Hmmm if really got a time machine then shiok le lolz. But logically thinking human cant be so powerful to be able to meddle with time. Imagine you go back to your past and simultanously there is 2 same person exist in the same time. What will happen? Bah well time travel is not really quite possible lolz...

But another saying is that currently all that is happening can be because someone already meddled wif the past. Hmmmm possible? Wow maybe my all my classmate are descendant of future people who travelled to the past. No wonder all so clever -.-

Bah memories will always be memories. No way we can change it. But seriously I need more time... FOR DOTA!!!! (and see preety gals... I haven see enough in poly you know) Ahhhh cmon where is the dota?!?!?! AMIN HOST ARH!!!



Tuesday, November 14, 2006
~what is behind my shadow 12:35 AM~

Random Post

Ok seriously I am just posting this all because I have nothing to do currently lolz. I did not think of a topic beforehand so dun blame me if this post suck. I am just thinking as I type.

Well recently I am like lost all interest in life T_T. Ok lah not tat serious but I juz find everything boring for me. Time is not enough to do the things I want(Money too...). It is like we have so little time together as a class. I miss the good old days man. Everytime go home before 5pm must go bring my brother up.... damnit. Bah life currently is not going as I wish.

Yes rather bored. Just buy a new handphone pouch yesterday so that I finally can play with it. Ok I know that is a rather lame reason to buy a handphone pouch haha. Well interestingly, even buying a handphone pouch took me quite a while. I even look at the colour combination, matching and even applied design principals to it. IDES MADNESS AHHHHHHH.

Lalala well lets talk a little about songs shall we? Cos I am currently listening to my mp3 via 2 uber speakers lolz. Each song is like each human being, having their own personality and story to tell. Well I prefer sentimental pop music as it reflects some of the true life situation in a cool way. Unhappy? Try rock! Blasting away make you feel high. Well but seriously you cant really know what they singing till you look at the lyric haha. Thats why I like pop rock better. Rap is unique in its own way. Some songs can shine very brightly then fade away while some are remembered in people's heart forever. There are craving for songs too. Sometime an old song might just pop into you head and you suddenly wanna hear it. There are songs that after a long time on hearing back you will get a total different feeling. Try it ^^



Saturday, November 11, 2006
~what is behind my shadow 10:19 AM~

What is life?

"All the world's a stage, And all the men and women merely players." I juz now catch this phrase in a handphone advertisement which make me ponder(and stunned) awhile. Been such a long time since i heard this but I dunno why it make me ponder about the meaning of life T_T.

Bah so how is life for you? For me, I just want a simple life with no worries =D. But I am not gonna elaborate on that lolz. Seriously speaking, have you ever wondered why are you here as yourself? Why are you not someone else? Why is it that you are feeling pain or happiness as you yourself and not anyone else? Interesting huh? People call that soul but seriously I dunno whether I believe in that or not.

Life is very small and fragile. Put me as an example. I am just a human being living in Singapore which is just a small dot on Earth(I am a dot lving in a dot for goodness sake T_T). Hey then what about those ants?(That make it a dot in a dot in a dot) Well even lets say Hitler. Seriously I dun gif it a damn bout this murderer who killed so many lives but well he make his name down in history. He CHANGED the world! Wow his wars were visible on every continent of the earth! Ok (zoom out to the universe). Here come the sun saying: "What is happening to this little dot call Earth?" Well does that make you realise that Earth is another dot in the solar system? Zoom out and you will see the milky way -.-(that is dot dot dot dot dot... now whr on earth... I mean where in the universe is Earth)

Even thought Life is small and fragile, every life is worth treasuring and living. We DON'T have the right to take away life from others. Just simple transaction rules. Life is not yours, you can't take it. Every life on this Earth is equal. By life I mean all living thing on Earth, not just you and me. Step on a snail and you might say "yuck, stupid snail". 20 years later after they successfully bring T-Rex back to life and just nice the T-Rex broke free when you are out shopping. T-Rex: "yuck, stupid human". So you catch? Don't ever think that becos that life is weak you can take it away, put yourself in others shoe(even if it is a cockroach... well I dun even know whether I can do that too haha) and think what happen if it is you who is experiencing that. Ouch...

Finally after alot of bullshit which I seriously think hardly anyone will know what I am talking about, I wanna tell everyone about one thing for sure.Live your life to the fullest. If possible, try to shine others life too =D

Oh yeah something personal... I juz need to vent my fustration out... AHHHHHHH FRIDAY GOT A 1.2KM RELAY... shit! damnit!! how the hell am I gonna run... well come and see if you wanna see us getting lapped 3 lap and see garluck running on the track alone with all the other competitor at the finishing line...



Wednesday, November 08, 2006
~what is behind my shadow 11:19 PM~

Like or Dislike

Things in this world can be classified into 2 kinds, what you like and what you dislike. They can also be further classfied into long term and short term like or dislike. Don't get what I mean eh? Let me give you examples. Long term like are things that you can like to use, live with or look at for a very very long time like your uber 50 inch LCD plasma TV (I will LOVE to have that...), your favourite dishes and your best friend. Well of course short term like are simply just thing which you like but maybe won't last long. To me personally, some of them are songs (Yes, there are some songs which I used to like but I get tired of them quickly...), clothes and girls... ... ... *long pause* ok maybe i will put girls into my long term like =p As the saying goes there are no such thing as a forever enemy or forever friend. Same goes for like and dislike. Well I used to dislike Jay Chou, oh great look what happen now -.- ... Think of it for a moment, are there times when you dislike something but after looking or hearing or even smelling it for a long long time you begin to like it? Are there times when you go buying clothes with a group of friend and saw a shirt you don't really like? In your mind you will go "yuck what is wth this kind of extreme kind of design on this shirt?" Well but after all your friends keep talking about how nice, how cool and how 'uber' the shirt is, you will begin to think like this "Wow on second thought, that shirt is quite ok". A minute later, the shirt will miraculously falls into the shopping bag you are holding. Actually like and dislike is not really up to only individual. It also boils down to the enviroment, people and a lot of other factors. (Ya Ya disagree with me you can but you are just lying to yourself that you wont be affected by others =p) Come on, I bet you won't be able to like your favourite food after eating it for like 20 days consecutively haha...



An unwelcome but close friend

Oh well this friend have been with me since the start of poly life. Did not even notice him until one day he suddenly spring on me. This dear friend... haizzzz... Oh well i nearly forgot to introduce him to you all. Maybe u all have him as a friend too since his network is so wide. Might probably cover the world! Yes some of you might guess his name(which i seriously doubt anyone) is boredom. Well I must be bored out of my mind to think of a topic to post. But seriously boredom have been a part of my life since poly (and yes i still wondering what happen during my sec school that i did not have boredom as a friend). Is it a feeling? An emotion? or even emptiness? That is for us to ponder. Boredom come when we don't want them to. In which most of the time nobody even want them to come in the first place. Make you his friend huh? But I thought friends are to help you get rid of boredom? I guess thinking how to get rid of boredom make life bored. Oh well sorry to those who do not quite understand because even I myself also does not quite get it haha... Boring life eh? Well I heard alot of suggestions from friend to drive boredom away. Well i presume they are also bored to come up with suggestion to drive boredom away haha. Some of the common ones are "talk lah", "find a game to play T_T", "dota!" and "go sleep". Well sounds familiar? I have seen some that are extreme like "EUG CHAN! what are you doing?" (asking what is pple doing is something to do eh?), "hi, hi, hi, hi, hi, hi" (mass spam hi even after I reply), "I love you" (oh this happen when you let your friend use your msn messenger without watching over him/her) and "get a girlfriend" (oh yeah personally my favourite because that really solve the root of the problem. Well you see my friend M***** you will know le so busy haha). Yeah so many suggestion haha. Oh ya I nearly forgot blogging does help driving away boredom too. It just help me to drive him away for 20 min. Oh great he is coming back. Got to go entertain him again cya =D